Spinning

 Honey,

The world keeps moving forward so quickly despite Covid, despite your leaving, despite my grief. You would be amazed, or perhaps not. I feel like one in a bunch of children in the backseat of a car trying to recognize license plates or piddles. How do I keep hold of you? How do I seek your guidance? How do I share the changes without missing you? How do I decide the big questions? And how do I ever stop looking for you?

I miss you so much. Please stay so close that I can feel you, that I can continue to be held by you.

Forever.

Thank you for the hearts you sent Kelly and me in last night's sky on my first time at boarding, on my second time all summer out on water, the water we loved sharing.